i’m shy and flustered
a novel about a girl in high school who’s popular, likable and fashionably inclined with a fair amount of consensual sexual partners who is bullied by the quirky new girl who thinks she’s so much more special because she doesn’t wear makeup and isn’t “slutty” and every girl is a carbon copy except for her
honestly this is completely down to you, there’s no guarantee that you did anything but if something did happen without your consent it’s completely encouraged to report it, especially considering how much you drank and what you described, you were so far beyond the point of being able to legally consent, but other than that it’s your choice of finding out and just forgetting about it, there’s always a chance that nothing happened
i try to relate to the 1975’s songs but that’s kinda hard to do when ur an inexperienced 17 year old virgin who’s never done drugs
l’appel du vide, call of the void, french, the overwhelming urge of throwing yourself into the void, it could be confessing something, doing something, or more commonly a situation where you could be at extreme risk, for example, jumping from extreme heights (the void) or the urge to jerk the steering wheel when you’re driving, these aren’t necessarily things that you’d actually act on, just incredibly vivid “what if’s”
" Have enough courage to trust love one more time. And always one more time. "